so much as happend

so where do I begin?

Annie and I broke up. It was for the best. I still love her very much, but we just need the space and room to breathe and grow up.

I moved into my new studio apt. It is so bad ass and cozy. I love it. I really love living alone and having the choice of wether i want someone to stay over or not. I love having a place to turn to to call my very own. I work at Goodwill sorting through donations. It's a dirty job, but someone has to so it. I find really great shit almost every day. I even take home some of it. I find money every now and then. It's really awesome.

I'm dating again. I tried www.okcupid.com it's a cool site. I met up with 5 different girls when on several dates all together and I singled it down to one. She is so unbelievable. She is too good to be true. Her name is Taylor Wells she's a Vegan Rookie just got a new bike wants to get into shape and start riding her bike more. She's beautiful, sweet, affectionate, warm, fucking funny, and just an all around carbon copy of me. :-) I love it. We have non-stop fun. Her roommate Sam is really amazing as well. I'm a lucky man to have met such two beautiful people such as them. And I'm falling for their kitten Thea. :-)

The Goodwill Crew are so amazing as well. I love them all with all my heart. We are like a great big family. We will always have each others backs.

So I haven't really felt 100% in a few days. I coughed up blood the other morning on the way to work ( a lot of blood) stayed the night in the hospital, Mom, Taylor and Sam visited me that was really sweet. I still don't have all my strength back. Not sure if the bleeding has stopped I still see traces of blood in my mucus. At least it's not pure thick blood. I have a follow up appt. on Thursday so we'll see what they say. Till then I'm taking it easy. drinking lots of fluids and eating lots of protein, not drinking any alcohol. So I hope i feel better soon.

I'm going to Taylor's tonight. Sam is going to make dinner and we're gonna watch a movie and I'm crashing over night and gonna make breakfast. :-) French Toast.

Yum Yum.

I love her a lot. I'm very happy. I don't want to fuck this up.